monday blues

i don't really feel good today. my mood flipped over starting this early morning for something that unexpectedly came my way.

i hate disappointments.
i am not good in getting ill-tempered. i admit, it is the worst character that i can handle.
i always try to take things reasonably and take patience because i always believe in all else that happens we always find understanding at the end. but sometimes, the 'immortal' kindness in me shallowed when limits break in. anger beats me and at times i just have to let it lead me.

i asked a guy friend today, is it not easy to tell the truth instead of making excuses? is it that hard to lower down a man's ego just for once? why should one wait instead of looking for answers? is it a big deal to be the one who admits weakness when all you just want is to be honest to yourself? isn't it that the best way to find a way out, is to face and accept reality and deal with it?

i can never know the best answers and reasons, i just want to find understanding in the midst of all these. it has been over a year, i need to move on from here, completely.

so world, please bear with me.




Look What You've Done
JET

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyoneA fool of everyone