my 100th!!!

i have my own celebration today. i dunno if anyone can feel me right now, but i am at my most exciting mood.

today, i am reaching it to my 100th entry for my so-called 'anonymous' blogsite.on May 14, 2009, i've made my first piece and since then i've continued writing.whatever thoughts that come out of me... i jotted it down and published it. and to add is my new found (low-key) hobby, my own simple photography.

it was never meant to be told, i started writing out in the open to express the deepest thing i bare to keep everyday. i didn't care much if how many people will read it in a day.my only thought that time was 'it' was meant to be found.

it felt so good when the first comment was posted. that somehow i captured someone'semotion on the words i combined. that i realized, it really did make sense after all.and from then, i surprised myself when words would simply spill out of me to post.

thank you.

for the things that inspired me to do this. it has been always a dream, many times i tried writing short stories, many times i threw away used pens and crumpled papers, many times i typed for hours then ended pressing down the backspace key for half a minute. many times i started a plot, completed a chapter and imagined the ending. many times, i tried and until now, i am still trying.

i first experienced 'i wrote this for you' when my sister gave me the link to check it out. it had been the encouragement i needed to create one of my own. and from that day, i have always been a fan of the artists' works. i may have copied something out of them, but it was the passion to a certain thing you simply loved. and i feel good for them to be able to appreciate that.

vocabulary word is the next for me, i don't know with anyone but searching through new words is one of the best hobby i enjoyed. it might sound 'geeky' but hey, it is super exciting for me!

i found my words from feelings and thoughts, not just from my own but from everything i encountered on the exact moment i started laying my fingers on the keyboard. amazing when few minutes ago, my mind was blank for something to say, and later, i couldn't stop typing down the words i mixed to form accurate lines. lines that make a story.

it's amazing to be able to do it and feel something warm, something really good.

i am writing because it is the best (i believe) i can do to define me.

*if you happen to pass by the blogsite. i hope it can touch you at the places that even words cannot seem to reach.

again. my deepest thanks.